Gambate! Gambareru ! Let's do this ! 2 more weeks ! Yes!!!!

I just came back from the Union. My friend, Martez called me to watch my friend, Taylor singing there. Man, i love her voice ! The first moment i heard her sing, i thought she was really talented. I think she will eventually become really good~
I went there alone because i can't seem to find any of my friend who likes jazz here. I mean Laura was already back to NY. So, i had to go alone. When i reached there, i called for 1 person seat. I chose to sit at the bar area which i forgot that is smoking area..Oh well, i feel good sitting there listening to them accept that i am not drinking~~~ hahaha... I felt a little bit alone because i used to have friends accompany me.

I saw my professor and a few friends there too... I had an awkward feeling as i couldn't  talk to them. It's like i felt weird to go over and say hi since i had never seen them for quite a long time. I kept sitting there even though i saw them. Oh yeah, i had this Toffee Pecan Chocolate cake which is like the BEST ever i had ever ate !!!! The waitress also said that was the best of all ! It's like 'taste of heaven'~~ hehehe..

While listening to the 3rd set of Taylor's gig, finally i went over to talk to Dr. Zegree...pheww~~~ what a really brave gut to go over there...hahah... At first, it's really weird standing talking to him because he was listening to them playing and i shouldn't interrupt him when they were playing songs...hhehe.. Whatever~~~

After talking a few stuff with Dr. Zegree, i realized that i did not whine at him again.~~ i feel like i grew up..haha.. I always complain stuff to him but this time, i knew i had to be careful when chatting with him and he had encouraged and gave a few advice to me. I felt a little relieved after listening to his advice. After all, i just want to tell him that, well, in my thought.... 'Dr. Zegree, i need time to improve jazz... I knew everybody is really good but i still need some time to get used to jazz... It's hard for me but i really don't want to give up...' I came so far and take risk to study here. I really want to achieve my goals ! I really had high passion to study music here. Give me some time still~~~~ I will prove it ! You will know my hard work and my love for JAZZ !

So, i finally went to talk to my friends as well.... I felt that i am back again ! I enjoyed talking to them ! I learned a lot of stuff from these people and i want to be their friend too~~ Oh, i never thought my outfit today is pretty and my make-up as well...I was so rushed to wear all this things. I also afraid that i drew it weird...Anyway, Thanks for your compliment, Randy !

After the gig had finally came to an end, everybody finally chatting and suddenly, Randy mentioned that the drummer, Spiro knew the Malaysian saxophonist, Jullian Chan...I paused for a little while, wow~~~ the world is so small~~~ That guy was surprised as well. The way he talked was abit stone. I guess he was shocked as well. He never thought someone will know him too..haha..So yeah, the world is really small~

I did not regret going to the gig. I felt that i need to stick with them~ I need to be in Jazz environment~~~ even though i am not good but i still will try my best playing...It's all about Trying an error~~~ You will never know if you try~ right... Alright, time to sleep~~~ I had a great night !
Wish me LUCK !


June ♥

So, Summer's coming~ I have a lot of plan but have no idea how to organize it. It seems like i have to stay the whole summer this year. What am i suppose to do? Sleeping all the time? Eating? Well, i wish i have all the time to sleep and eat but you know what, this is a boring life~ I am not sure if i will end up eating and sleeping this summer. Most probably, i want to improve my jazz playing... C'mon, I really want to achieve my goals here. No matter how hard i try, i am still struggling with that. Like i said, i already tried all my best for my sophomore hearing and i really hope i can pass ! I know what i am doing here and i know what i want. I could feel that i am becoming better at playing. At least, i tried ! I knew what i want now and I started to appreciate it !
Oh, I also need to be independent from now on~ No more rely on my family and spending too much stuff on useless things. BE Serious  and Be Professional ! That's what I am looking for this Summer and the future of me !
There's no way i could give up like this ! I am going to get whatever i can get from now on~ (Peace!)


June♥